August 2009
2 posts
taxi man
i know, i haven’t updated in quite a while. the gist? the filipino and i haven’t seen each other since i last posted, but at least we’re on good terms. zoo boy and i have gotten back on good terms, i assume, but communication is zip (pretty much same with the filipino, but i really don’t mind). the zoo boy’s best friend, however, suddenly decided he was interested and...
“Man, I was thinking about unrequited love. I figure it’s best to just walk that...”
– Joey Comeau (via therealkatiewest)
July 2009
3 posts
“Absence is to love what wind is to fire. When it’s a small fire, the wind...”
– Diane von Furstenberg
The Gummy Bear
the last week has been so abnormal for me. i’ll have to recount The Zoo Boy and his friend to you, but i’ve since also unintentionally had a one night stand. now the gummy bear is on his way…
boyfriend #1, whom i broke up with because of behavioral differences, had a friend that i got along with really well. we see and speak to each other on and off, but still friends to this...
The Filipino
at work right now and so, so restless. i want to go out and tan and enjoy the sun and find a man to dominate me! the latest guy i’ve been seeing — let’s call him The Filipino — hasn’t called to hang out in almost two weeks. i had tried out a new free dating site (what a DUD) and we emailed for about a month, and had been going out for about a month after that....
June 2009
8 posts
i’m trying to earn the respect i deserve. if a man doesn’t call me, i’m not crawling back to entice him.
solution? changing a desired contact’s number to “DON’T CALL.”
cause all i want right now is a cock in my mouth.
This is incorrect.
therealkatiewest:
“How many of you believe that there is only one person for you in the whole world? “Well, unfortunately, you’re all wrong. Now, I mean it’s unfortunate that you happen to be wrong, not that it’s unfortunate that there is more than one person for you in the whole world. That’s rather lucky actually. If there truly was only one person, many more of you would die miserable and alone...
“…the line between ‘good’ and ‘bad’ girls is always shifting, keeping us...”
– Naomi Wolf from Promiscuities: A Secret History of Female Desire (via therealkatiewest)
strangers
san francisco’s gay pride parade and celebration was today. it wasn’t as crowded or crazy as lovefest, i’d say, but still very busy. the highlighted musical artists were about to perform and friends and i squeezed through the crowd. soon, before the first artist, solange knowles, was to perform, we couldn’t move any further.
to my right and slightly forward stood a great looking guy in a plaid...
let's start from the beginning, yes?
practically.
i was young when boyfriend #2 broke up with me. i think i was seventeen — the height of love and passion while naivete still exists. what closure was a girl to have with, “even though it’s summer now, i just don’t want to try,” and, “i just don’t see the benefit in having a girlfriend.” benefit? as if people were meant for material purposes!
but what perfect timing for a break up. i...
boys
every boy i have ever dated had a nickname or code name — that is, once i actually started dating and passed the middle school & high school teen relationship phase. there were only two of those very young relationships. they were polar opposites of each other, but i loved them dearly.
since then — boyfriend #1 and boyfriend #2 — there has been no official “boyfriend.” the psychology of this...